Hey I'm Mariana (15/09) and I'm from Portugal. People who don't know me may say that I'm crazy and that I'm mentally disturbed, because of all the crazy and stupid stuff I do and say. My friends know me as the happy girl. I just think I have a broken mind. Everyday is a struggle for me. Everyday I try not to be annoying to my friends. Not going so well by the way. Everyday I try not to piss my parents. I try not to freak out on classes, school or around my friends. Everyday I try not to kill myself. I only cry at night when I'm alone. And in the morning I go with this smile to school and face everything one more time. Sometimes my smile it's real, sometimes it's not. But every single day I have this smile. It's just another accesory to me. Most of the people I know have disapointed me, at least one time. And every single time that that happens I die a litlle inside. So in conclusion I'm almost dead. But I'm a stong person because besides all of this, I'm still walking here, and not laying on a coffen. I am stong because I forgive people who let me down. I'm ignored everyday from people I love. But I'm still there for them when they need. But when I need someone, they turn their back. And one more time I stay alone. Different days, same routine. This is me!

Only my five best friends know me, and know what I've been through. That's why I love them. That's why I'm only me when I'm with them :3

I have a severe case of One Direction Infection. I regret nothing. They are perfection and they saved, literally, my life. I'm also and Hoot Owl! I love Adam Young and his music saved me too.